Another sleepless night - 0520am. I don't think you will get to see this journal until you are much older given what has been going on behind the scenes. There are things I am about to share that you should probably not know until you are older.
I went to Court again today to defend the human right of any parent to see their child. The right to see you, my daughter. Something so far denied by your mother out of anger, bitterness, hatred and revenge. Sorry perhaps a bit strong but as you grow to understand what has really been happening you will see more clearly the sense of frustration, unfairness and disgust I feel for what has happened to you since January.
I was told by Mum that you don't want to see me. I was told you were getting all my cards and letters ( I find that hard to believe) I was told that I could not see you unless it was as before ( More chaperoned visits with your mother kicking off or cancelling on every occasion) All whilst the Court has a report written on the situation.
Oh what pain those words gave me. I have loved you from the day you were born I will fight until my dying day to get to see you. Why oh why are we doing this to you and forcing you to choose who to love when we both love you unconditionally but let our own misery cause you harm.
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