I have a picture of you by my bed. it is a beautiful photo of you smiling and laughing on holiday in greece. I say night night and wish you sweet dreams every night.
When I wake up, you are the first person I see every morning.
This is such a difficult time for us all and especially for you with all the changes that have happened and will continue this year.
I wish I could be there for you not just as your Dad but as your friend, to talk to on the phone, to share jokes and stories to just listen but, most of all to give you the hug we both need.
I hope one day you will have the courage to pick up the phone and say hi!. I would if i could. i write these cards with a very heavy heart not knowing if you ever get them. or , if you do whether you read them.
It is 9 months and 16 days since I last heard even your voice let alone your beautiful face.
Please call or write or send me a picture. I cannot begin to explain how much I miss you or how much it hurts not to hear anything from you. if you have children of your own one day you will know. Please don't leave it until then to get in touch.
All my love Daddy xxx
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